reality or fantasy..?

okay..

here is some of my real feeling..

what i really feel all this while..

for the first time..

i revealed it here..

hurm....

every time i want to like someone..

that every time always end up by he's having someone else..

and i don't like that..

i also don't want to disturb other's relationship..

so i come back home and open my lappy..

well..

my lappy wallpaper desktop is changmin, of course..

then i start to wonder alone..

why do i need to like someone if it turn out to be this way all the time..?

right..?

maybe this is not the time for me to find a lover or soul mate or something like that...

so..

why can't i just love CHANGMIN..?

why..?

when i said ' I LOVE CHANGMIN ' to public..

some person will say they love him too..

and some person will say i'm just too fanatic with him..

okay..

let me tell you..

when i depress or stress..

TVXQ songs made my mood..

when i'm happy..

they will sing me a happy songs..

don't tell me you guys never listen to music when you're in stress..

right??

did you know how much i treasure them..?

i treasure them deeply because they have every songs that will match

my mood..

no other artists have that..

and they are great..

they have a great voice..

and also..

they all are good looking..

how can i not like and love them..

right..??

when i like them too much..

a lot of speculation will arise..

haha..

how can i like my same race if all of them *who i like* are already in relationship

or have somebody else in their mind..?

i can't be like that..

i want someone that like me back and only me if they are..

hahaha.. *gatal..!*

i'm not being racist here..

but what i'm trying to say is..

i'm not yet found my 'lover' or 'patner'..

so..

can i love changmin in the mean time..??

i can, right..?

if i can't..

give me 10 reason for you to stop me..

or else..

i will still continue like him..

hahaha..

oh.. yeah..

changmin is also someone who can't reply my feelings towards him..

i know that..

but he's really humble with fans..

and at least..

i know he wont hurt me..

coz i'm only see him through my lappy..

hehehe..

if and only if i could experience meeting eye-to-eye with him once..

whoooaah..

i'll be glad..

=p

hahahaha..

peace no war..!!

(^_^)v

another interesting story about JYJ

[NEWS @allkpop] 101201 JYJ’s Seoul concert had a mammoth economic impact

Through JYJ’s ‘Worldwide Concert in Seoul’, held recently on November 27th and 28th, the trio once again showcased their popularity among international fans, and proved why they are considered the central axis of the Hallyu Wave.

A total of 3000 international fans flew into Korea to watch the show, including fans from Japan, China, Taiwan, and Malaysia, as well as those in America and Europe. Due to this, flight agencies were able to see a visible bump up in sales for November 2010.

One magazine company in the tourism industry stated before JYJ’s concert, “2143 of JYJ’s Japanese tourists will fly into Korea in November, with JYJ’s Korean concerts on the 27th and 28th a huge influence on this.” Another representative of a tourist agency expressed, “Of the 4,113 tourists our company is serving, 2,500 are tourists who came to watch JYJ’s concert.”

A horde of fans gathered at the Jamsil Olympic Stadium five hours before the concert even began. The concert venue transformed into a global festival, where fans from Japan, China, Thailand, thePhilippines, America, England, and Germany were able to meet.

“The number of tourists entering Korea made a great jump upwards because of this concert. Through this, JYJ have proved their power and devotion as Hallyu stars,” explained a tourist agency representative at the concert venue.

They continued, “It got to the point where it became difficult for travelers to book rooms at hotels in Seoul. This concert would probably have raked in an economic value between $800,000 to $8 million USD.”

Meanwhile, just under two months ago, representatives of the Korean Entertainment Producers Association stated that, “JYJ’s activities will have a negative influence on the Hallyu Wave”, and sent out letters of request to various public and cable TV shows, asking them to avoid broadcasting JYJ on TV.

Despite this, JYJ have been traveling for the past month to six cities in Thailand, Malaysia, Singapore, Taiwan, and China, as well as three of the biggest cities in America, in order to hold the concerts for their worldwide showcase, which attracted an enormous international fan base and thus proved wrong the flimsy allegations against their negative influence on the Hallyu effect.

Source: Today Korea

after reading the whole article.. i'm not surprise that the travelling agencies gain much more profit because of the concert.. its nothing absurd about that.. we all know.. TVXQ have the biggest fan base in the entire world..

but.. when i read about the Korean entertainment part.. which is they try to convince all media not to publish anything about JYJ.. you know what..? that is totally unfair..!! why..? why are you so desperate..? JYJ is not your rival..! you make yourself looks like a fool.. don't you know that..?

negative influence..? what kind of statement is that..? they not even do something wrong.. they just did what they need to do.. they are singer.. what must a singer do besides singing on stage and meet the fans..? huh~ do you mean that everyone will turn to them and not support other artist anymore..? well.. its the fan's choice.. its about personal preferences.. its up to one individual to choose which one they like.. pabo you~~

owh.. i almost forgot 1 thing.. since TVXQ are in hiatus.. all korean idols start to rise.. well.. did you afraid with JYJ comeback to the stage will affect other artists rice pots..? whaaat..?? are you insane..? you should be thankful..! they give you ways to shine.. you gain so much profit already.. and yet.. when they comeback on stage.. you didn't even be grateful to them.. you try to destroy them..??!! really greedy la you~ omo... this is really make a fan like me go mad..

we all be waiting for them to comeback.. wish to see them on TV.. but your 'kind' attitude try not to broadcast them is really annoying.. you make a lot of mistakes if you being like this.. who know.. because we didn't manage to see them anymore.. we'll give up in Kpop entertainment..? who knows right..? coz TVXQ is the one who introduce a lot of us to Kpop world.. you should mind that..

haish~~ =_="

one question.. do you all (korean entertainment producers association) get paid by SM by doing this..?

luckily.. cassie were not give up.. until now.. we will always keep the faith.. we love our TVXQ boys..! JYJ = TVXQ..! mind that..!

all near me... now..??

JAY PARK IN MALAYSIA

fanmeeting & showcase

date: 4 december 2010

venue: Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC)

time: 2-5 pm

hi-5 session *meet eye-to-eye with lucky fan..!!*

date : 5 december 2010

venue & time to be confirmed..

KIM HYUN JOONG IN MALAYSIA

enlarge the above pic for more details on Hyun Joong in Malaysia..

whaaaat...?? 0_O"

seriously can't believe it...! suddenly a lot of Kpop idols come to Malaysia for promotion, fanmeeting and such.. whoooaaa...

and you know what period is now..? ohhh... its my final exam period..! huhuhu... luckily i don't really fanatic with Hyunjoong & Jay park.. and i'm very lucky coz JYJ come to Malaysia last month..! hehehe.. or else.. i dont know what will happen to me.. =_="

p/s: i don't have any intention to go to both fanmeeting.. just want to share some info.. (^_^)v

bold your biased..!!

TVXQ

Max Changmin

*this is my hubby.. (^_^)v

Xiah Junsu

Micky Yoochun

U-Know Yunho

Hero Jaejoong

WONDER GIRLS

SoHee

SunYe

SunMin

Ye Eun

YooBin

LEE MIN HO

U-KISS

Shin SooHyun

Alexander

Kim Kibum

Eli

Lee KiSeop

Kevin Woo

Shin DongHo

T-ARA

EunJung

HyoMin

Ji-Yeon

Soyeon

Boram

Q-ri

SUPER JUNIOR

Siwon

Donghae

Kyuhyun

Kibum

Kangin

Leeteuk

Eunhyuk

Ryeowook

Sungmin

Han Geng

Heechul

Shindong

Yesung

Zhou Mi

Henry Lau

SS501

HyunJoong

YoungSaeng

JungMin

KyuJong

HyungJoon

GIRLS GENERATION (SNSD)

Taeyeon

Sooyoung

Seohyun

Tiffany

Hyoyeon

Jessica

Sunny

Yuri

Yoona

SHU-I

ChangHyun

MinHo

Inseok

HyunJoong

Jinseok

RAIN

LEE HYO RI

KIM BUM

KIM AH JOONG

JEWELRY

Park Jungah

Seo In Young

Kim Eun Jung

Ha Joo Yeon

JANG GEUN SUK

INFINITE

Woohyun

Myungsoo / L

Dongwoo

SungYeol

Hoya

Sungjung

Sunggyu

MBLAQ

Joon

Seungho

G.O

Mir

CheonDoong/Thunder

SONG JOONG KI

FT ISLAND

Hongki

Jonghun

Minhwan

Jaejin

SeungHyun

F.CUZ

Lee.U

Jinon

YeJun

Kan

D-NA

Mika

Hyunmin

Karam

Injoon

Jay

CN BLUE

YongHwa

Jungshin

Jonghyun

Minhyuk

BIG BANG

G-Dragon

Top

Daesung

Taeyang

Seungri

B2ST / BEAST

DooWoon

Yoseob

JunHyung

HyunSeung

DooJoon

Kikwang / AJ

AFTER SCHOOL

Park GaHee

UEE

Bekah

Kim Jung-ah

Lee Jooyeon

Yoo Soyoung

Raina

Nana

Lizzy

ZE:A

Ha MinWoo

Hwang KwangHee

Jung HeeChul

Moon JunYoung

Park HyungShik

Im SiWan

Kim TaeHun

Kim DongJun

Kevin Kim

LEE SEUNG GI

f(x)

Victoria

Amber

Luna

Sulli

Krystal

SHINEE

Taemin

Jonghyun

Minho

Onew

Key

2NE1

CL

Minzy

Boom

Dara

2PM

Jaebeom

Nickhun

Taecyeon

Wooyoung

Junsu

Junho

Chansung

2AM

Changmin

JinWoon

Seulong

Jokwon

BROWN EYED GIRLS

JeA

Narsha

Miryo

Ga In

singapore korean pop night concert

okay.. saye sgt2 jeles yek negara sebelah nk buat kpop konsert.. malaysia bile lagi..?? tiket dh habis sold out dah.. so.. mmg xkan boleh nk berangan nk gi sane la yek.. huhuhuhu.. ade SHINee..!! tu yg penting..!! huk3x.. sedihnye.. Shinee selalu gi singapore tapi xpenah dgr lak dorg ade singgah kt malaysia.. kalo ade pun bukan kt KL.. huhuhu.. sedih3x.. T_T


tapi xpe.. saye ade JYJ yg menanti..! itu lebih diutamakan seperti biase..! hehehehe..

JYJ..! wait for me..!! (^_^)v

list of my collections

saje je nk bgtaw korg sume.. saye ade byk koleksi drama n movie korea n jepun.. hehehehe.. jgn jelez.. tp x semua cite baru la.. byk cite lame2.. hohohoho.. ni sedang menunggu drama2 baru dr member2 nih utk tambah koleksi.. hehehehe.. nk pinjam..?? 1 DVD = RM 1..!! hahahaha.. gurau jek.. nak..?? biar saye pikir dulu.. hurm~~ ntah la.. tertakluk pada terma ngan syarat la.. hahaha.. kebanyakan drama2 sume aku burn masuk DVD.. tapi kalo movie aku x burn.. simpan dlm hard disk jek.. tu pun hard disk aku dh tinggal separuh.. hebat kn..??

ni antara cerita2 yg aku ade..

DRAMA KOREA

-YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL
-STAR FALLING FROM THE SKY
-CINDERELLA MAN
-HEADING TO THE GROUND
-LOVER IN PARIS
-LOVE STORY IN HARVARD
-BRILLIANT LEGACY
-MY FAIR LADY
-BOYS OVER FLOWER
-WONDERFUL LIFE
-MY GIRL
-STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN
-BEETHOVEN VIRUS
-IRIS
-LORD OF STUDY

MOVIE KOREA

-100 DAYS WITH MR. ARROGANT
-A MOMENT TO REMEMBER
-DOREMIFASOLATIDO
-THE GUY WAS COOL, HE WAS GORGEOUS
-MY BABY AND ME
-MY LITTLE BRIDE
-MY MIGHTY PRINCESS
-MY TUTOR FRIEND
-ONCE UPON A TIME IN HIGH SCHOOL
-PERFECT COUPLE
-ROMANTIC ISLAND
-SEDUCING MR. PERFECT

__________________________________________________________________


DRAMA JEPUN

-NODAME CANTABILE
-ZETTAI KARESHI
-HANAZAKARI NO KIMI TACHI E
-ATTENTION PLEASE
-RYUSEI NO KIZUNA
-ONE LITER OF TEARS
-GTO
-NOBUTA WO PRODUCE
-SUNAO NI NARENAKUTE
-YAMATO NADESHIKO SICHI HENGE
-YUKAN CLUB
-SEIGI NO MIKATA
-IRYUU 1 & 2
-MY BOSS MY HERO
-GOKUSEN 1,2 & 3
-SAMURAI HIGH SCHOOL
-BUZZER BEAT
- DOOR TO DOOR
-MR. BRAIN
-MY HANDSOME BUTLER
-HANA YORI DANGO 1 & 2


MOVIE JEPUN

- ATTENTION PLEASE MOVIE
-DEATH NOTE 2 & 3
-DETROIT METAL CITY
-DOOR TO DOOR MOVIE
-GTO THE MOVIE & SPECIAL
- I WANT TO BE CINDERELLA
-KUNGFU DUNK
-LOVELY COMPLEX
-NODAME CANTABILE MOVIE
-ONE LITRE OF TEARS MOVIE
-PROPOSAL DAISAKUSEN SP
-SHINOBI
-HANA YORI DANGO SPECIAL
-MYU NO ANYO PAPA NI AGERU
______________________________________________________________


DRAMA TAIWAN

-FATED TO LOVE YOU
-DEVIL BESIDES YOU
-IT STARTED WITH A KISS

anime pun aku ade jugak.. tp sikit je la.. baru nk minat.. hehehehe.. =p

ANIME

-HANA YORI DANGO
-DETECTIVE CONAN (smpai episode 100)
-LA CORDA D'ORO
-K-ON!
-FRUIT BASKET
-KUROSHITSUJI

amacam..?? byk kn..?? hehehehe.. tp x semua la yg aku dh tgk.. byk yg lom tgk lagi ni.. xde mase la nk tgk sume skali.. tunggu la cuti sem nanti..!! habis la.. hehehe.. (^_^)v

kekonpiusan terlerai.. =)

dah lame dh aku terpikir bende nih.. and skrg baru aku terpikir balik.. n aku dh taw ape solution dia..

kenal x dengan minah ni..?? name dia Zhang Li Yin.. tp name korea dia Jang Ri In.. xkenal.?? ala.. dia la yg nyanyi lagu timeless ngan JunSu tuh.. xingt jugak..?? nh tgk video clip nih..

mule2 aku taw dia ade 2 name yg seakan2 lebih kurg.. aku terpikir gak.. pesal la yek.. and now aku dh dapat solution dia.. hahahaha.. mungkin ni cume assumption aku jek.. tp aku rase boleh digunepakai la.. hehehehe..

actually.. dlm tulizan korea.. xde huruf Z.. selalunye dia ganti ngan huruf yg same bunyik. yakni J (ᄌ).. and korea pun xde huruf L.. diganti dgn huruf R (ᄅ) .. so.. direct translate balik tulis name minah nih.. jadik la mcm nih.. 장리인 = Jang Ri In.. x gitu kwn2..?? hahahaha..

for you guys information.. my name liana also jadi riana (리아나).. kuang3x.. tp xkesah la kn.. coz sometimes bile tgk balik video2 or cite ke drama korea mane2.. korg akan dapati R = L.. hehehe..

gmbr ni saje je aku letak.. nk kasi jeles sama diri sendiri.. huk3x.. T_T bygkan la pompuan yg tgh berdiri tu adelah aku.. wah... dunia ni sungguh bermakna.. ;p tp of coz la aku nk diri sebelah changmin kn.. thanx ti jang ri in coz xdok sebelah dia.. hehehehe.. =)

beware..!!

seriously.. aku pun xpasan mnde2 cenggini.. hurm.. pasan ke x sebenarnye nih..? mcm pasan.. tp mcm xpasan jugak.. or mcm xperasan tp buat2 perasan.. xpun perasan tp buat2 xperasan.. uish.. melalut lak pagi2 buta nih.. hohohoho..

hari tu.. ilie ade bg link kt facebook saye.. tp bru hari ni saya bace.. nk taw link tersebut psl ape..?? ianya pasal Narsha (brown Eyed Girls)-Bbi Ri Bop A and Shinee-Lucifer punye konsep yg tersembunyi di sebaliknya.. dgn simbolik2 yg dorg tunjuk sume tuh.. mcm2 la.. nk taw lebih lanjut..?? sile klik di sini..

xsangle pulak aku there's also something wrong with kpop industry nowadays.. and i dont think only this two artists involved in this.. i think many more.. so.. need to be more careful afterwards.. so.. pasnih.. kene betul2 cermat la dlm memilih lagu.. huhuhu.. dulu aku ingtkan cume artis2 hollywood jek yg terlibat ngan bende2 cenggini.. sbb tu la aku berpaling tadah ke korea industry.. *aik.. bukan sebab korea lg hensem ke..??hihihi..* ni skrg ni pun korean punye entertainment nk jadik mcm nih.. ape yg patut saya lakukan..?? ottokaji..?? ottokaji..??

p/s: dh la aku rase mcm dh ter addicted pulak ngan shinee skrg nih.. huhuhu..